"Cloud9" lyrics

Yesterday I found the letter
That I opened from you four years ago
But I couldn't bring myself to read it again
Still, I remembered every word that you wrote

You talked about us
Reminding me what used to be
And that's just too hard to read
Knowing now we don't talk anymore
And I've tried
But moving on is hard to do
When I'm reminiscing over you
Wondering if things could ever get back
To the way the way they were before

And I get emotional when I think about it
It could be the lowest low or up on cloud nine
These memories
My mind can't help but circle around them
And I don't want to but I get emotional
Thinking about you

And I tried telling myself
Some of these thoughts are better off
Being left alone staying unsaid
But I don't know how I'm gonna leave them alone when
The thought of you is a ghost that's haunting my head
Oh so here I go again
Writing you another song
Cus I don't know where we went wrong
But would it make a difference if I say

That I get emotional when I think about it
It could be the lowest low or up on cloud nine
These memories
My mind can't help but circle around them
And I don't want to but I get emotional
Thinking about you

And all of the senses in my mind
Thought
I left them all behind now I'm circling back
Saying I know better than to think like that
And all of the senses in my mind
Thought
I left them all behind now I'm circling back
Saying I know better but you know
I get emotional when I think about it

I get emotional when I think about it
It could be the lowest low or up on cloud nine
These memories
My mind can't help but circle around them
And I don't want to but I get emotional
Thinking about you