"Decorate" lyrics

(Something in my chest, something in my chest)
(Something in my chest feels empty)

Decorate the broken bones
Justify the undertone
Paint 'em white and call it home, it's
Time to rearrange (wait)

I just need symmetry
I just need a moment to feel like this place isn't killing me
Change up the imagery
Separate from all the chaos that's constantly telling me

(Hide away)
Don't lift my eyes
(Decorate)
My compromise

Cuz something in my chest feels empty
I'm slipping in and out of memory, I
Can't remember where they left me
Screaming to myself
Don't let me go
Now something in my chest feels empty
I'm slipping in and out of memory, I
Can't remember where they left me
Screaming to myself
Don't let me go

Yeah
I don't think that I feel secure anymore in myself and I'm
Scared
Of not knowing how to fit into my skin now my mind is im-
Paired
It's like the truth lost its reverence
Like abuse with no hesitance
Like the proof with no evidence
I'm a conformer

So this is the moment
You find some disorder
To corner and cover up
All the distorted
And board up the borders
To infiltrate
Every one of my former
Senses of what's normal

Now I need some symmetry
I just need a moment to feel like my mind isn't killing me
Change up the imagery
Separate from all the chaos that's constantly telling me

(Hide away)
Don't lift my eyes
(Decorate)
My compromise

Don't let me go
Cuz something in my chest feels empty
I'm slipping in and out of memory, I
Can't remember where they left me
Screaming to myself
Don't let me go

Decorate the broken bones
Justify the undertone, and
Paint 'em white and call it home (I need some symmetry, I just need a moment to feel like my mind isn't killing me)
It's time to rearrange (Change up the imagery, separate from all the chaos that's constantly telling me)

(Don't let me)
Go
Now something in my chest feels empty
I'm slipping in and out of memory, I
Can't remember where they left me
Screaming to myself
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Screaming to myself
Don't let me go