"I Can't Tell" lyrics

I can't tell if it hurts worse lying to you or to myself
And act like I'd be fine if we're both lying in bed with someone else
And I can't tell if we grew up or we just both outgrew ourselves
When my mind I try to speak it, it feels like all my darkest secrets

Things felt sort of right
The sort of nights
Virginia looked like Northern Lights
And the thought of losing you would never cross my mind again
I've searched far and wide
To find my pride
'Cause since I've opened up inside
I know we won't get back to where we've been, but

I can't tell if it hurts worse lying to you or to myself
And act like I'd be fine if we're both lying in bed with someone else
And I can't tell if we grew up or we just both outgrew ourselves
When my mind I try to speak it, it feels like all my darkest secrets
I can't tell, nah
Baby, I can't tell, nah

Yeah, she's got my left foot on a rock
And got my right foot in a hard place
Spend my days chasing the sun
And leave my nights for the heartache
Pour my heart out all night long
But you don't care what poor me thinks
We'll wake up and blame the drinks, yeah, but

I can't tell if it hurts worse lying to you or to myself
And act like I'd be fine if we're both lying in bed with someone else
And I can't tell if we grew up or we just both outgrew ourselves
When my mind I try to speak it, it feels like all my darkest secrets
I can't tell, nah
Baby, I can't tell, nah