"FVKD" lyrics

Maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck
Maybe this is chemical
Am I out of line or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical

Should I get too high when I'm down
Or stay six feet in the ground?
I'm all out of luck
So I guess I'm just fucked

I might just be beyond repair
Or maybe I was born this way
I thought that I'd be better now
But then I fall back down the drain

I'm accepting

That maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck
Or maybe this is chemical (Maybe this is chemical)
Am I out of line or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical (Woah-oh-oh)

Should I get too high when I'm down (I'm down)
Or stay six feet in the ground? (The ground?)
I'm all out of luck
So I guess I'm just fucked

I finally feel alive today
But I bet I won't tonight
Whiplash from all the highs and lows
I would kill to be alright

Bedridden sick insomniac
Self-medicated maniac
When do I have to face the facts?
The honest truth is

Maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck
Maybe I'm a narcissist (Maybe I'm a narcissist)
A subtle insane with no one to blame
Am I a result of this? (Am I a result of this?)
A result of everything telling me what I'm supposed to be?
Get me out of this rut, 'cause I don't wanna say

I'm fucked or all out of luck
Maybe this is chemical (Maybe this is chemical)
Am I out of line or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical (Woah-oh-oh)

Should I get too high when I'm down
Or stay six feet in the ground?
I'm all out of luck
So I guess I'm just fucked