"Matador" lyrics

Thinking about the words she never said, yeah
Like I love you
I got my radio turned to ten
And I'm pouring something strong, yeah
I need a hundred proof
Because I know she's out with him

Why'd I think we'd last forever?
Must have been the chilled Patrón
I'm wishing that I never met her
'Cause that girl is good and gone

Like a bull chasing a matador
I'm chasing the memories of us
Kissing while the rain poured on your Honda
Friends say I need start getting out
And I should try to forget about
The last six months of my life like I don't wanna

Man, I'm a wreck
Drinking myself half to death
Wish I never fell in love with you
Split my heart in two
Blood dripping down my chest
I need help, now I'm looking like the matador myself

I don't deserve you, you don't deserve me
That's just the honest truth
Trying to heal my pain with lean
I been serotonin, don't know nothing 'bout enjoying
But I know how to get that fucking money, ho
I remember nighttime, it was L.A. in that Maybach
I remember everything I ever spoke, I shouldn't have said that
I can't have you back, but I got your back
Too young to be in this club, don't know how you get up in that

Like a bull chasing a matador
I'm chasing the memories of us
Kissing while the rain poured on your Honda
Friends say I need start getting out
And I should try to forget about
The last six months of my life like I don't wanna

Man, I'm a wreck
Drinking myself half to death
Wish I never fell in love with you
Split my heart in two
Blood dripping down my chest
I need help, now I'm looking like the matador myself

Yeah, I need help
I'm by myself
Yeah, I need help
All by myself