"Unaffected" lyrics

Was all the love and the affection we were sharing only in my head
Just a sweet lie that I told myself
Pretending you were mine like self defense
Looking back at pictures from the summer nights that had no end
Fading pink clouds on a purple sky
It was so good running on that high

And I
Can't get you out of my mind

You take me over the edge
Drive me insane
Making me say things that I'd never say
Shoot a hole in my heart
Still I beg you to stay
I don't even recognise myself
How can you be unaffected
Can't you see my heart is bleeding out
I feel so alone

Do you ever dial my number without calling or is it just me
Lying awake in the dead of night
A million thoughts running through your mind
You know I never saw it coming but I guess I never saw the real you
How could it be so easy for you to let go
Dropping me down in a big black hole

And I
Can't get you out of my mind

You take me over the edge
Drive me insane
Making me say things that I'd never say
Shoot a hole in my heart
Still I beg you to stay
I don't even recognise myself
How can you be unaffected
Can't you see my heart is bleeding out
I feel so alone

Can't you see my heart is bleeding out
Can't you see my heart is bleeding out

You take me over the edge
Drive me insane
Making me say things that I'd never say
Shoot a hole in my heart
Still I beg you to stay
I don't even recognise myself
How can you be unaffected
Can't you see my heart is bleeding out
I feel so alone