"Alive" lyrics

I wanna feel alive, feel the blood inside my veins
I wanna slow the time, will you slow it down with me?
I think I need to find what it means to be okay
It's broken by design, can't live life without some pain, yeah
And I know I'll keep running, know I'll be something
You won't see me coming, I throw, I keep punching
I grow, I keep hunting, no, I need nothing
Supposed to be something, so close to me jumping

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain
And I'm so low, 'cause I don't know
If I'm alone, if I'm unknown
But I won't go, no, I won't go
You ain't never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now

Fuck my 9 to 5, think I'm gonna go insane
Always on the grind, but still everything's the same
I'm sick of wasting time, wish I didn't feel this way
But with this kind of mind I will figure out my lane
It's the highs and the lows, the change and the woes
All the fame on the coast and the pain no one knows
I want the time just to slow, my mind's feeling low
Say I'm fine but I know that I might be alone

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain
And I'm so low, 'cause I don't know
If I'm alone, if I'm unknown
But I won't go, no, I won't go
You ain't never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain