"Modified" lyrics

Yeah, high off the pain and the sadness (sadness)
There's no comfort in the panic (panic)
Calm me down, I need a Xanax
I'm on the edge, and I don't wanna take my chances, yeah
New year, new loss
I've been tryna get across, lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah
Same dream, same cost
And I work 'til I exhaust every option, every want

This is me wondering
Why I'm empty, then it hit me

I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm modified

(Modified, ah-ah)
(Modified, ah-ah)

Yeah, act like I'm sane, but it's tragic (tragic)
Vicious cycle like an addict (addict)
I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking
I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged

Hey, I'm bottled up, hard to manage
And sick of everybody, 'cause nobody's understanding
I don't wanna talk, 'cause I know what they'd be saying

Maybe it's too late
One foot in my grave
Could it be my fault?

I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm modified

Life hitting me like a freight train
After this shit, I'll never be the same
Lost a good thing and it all changed
Now I look around, need something to blame
Something to blame, something to blame
After this shit, I'll never be the same
Be the same, be the same, now I know now it's only me to blame

Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
Blame

I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm modified

(Modified, ah-ah)
(Modified, ah-ah) modified
(Modified, ah-ah)
(Modified, ah-ah)