"HAPPY" lyrics

Don't ask me how it's going
You are my serotonin
Spend every waking moment, hoping
I could see you one more time
I know it's been a year
Don't be so [?]
Though I still love you dearly, clearly
I don't even cross your mind

So if you wanna [?]
I'm probably getting back down, again
I wouldn't mind
Even if I
Just died

So I just lie
Say I'm alright
Let out a long and heavy sigh
I should be glad
It's not so bad
I ought to think of all I have
But I'm not even a little
Not even a little
Happy

And even when I'm high
Don't wanna be alive
The only reason I'm still breathing
Left me for another guy

So if you wanna [?]
I'm probably getting back down, again
I wouldn't mind
Even if I
Just died

So I just lie
Say I'm alright
Let out a long and heavy sigh
I should be glad
It's not so bad
I ought to think of all I have
But I'm not even a little
Not even a little
Happy

So I just lie
Say I'm alright
Let out a long and heavy sigh
I should be glad
It's not so bad
I ought to think of all I have
But I'm not even a little
Not even a little
Happy

No I'm not even a little
Not even a little
Happy