"Guilty" lyrics

And I've been praying for an angel that I didn't make in snow
Not because I can't stand the cold
And I've been holding on to threads that frayed a long time ago
Just in case I ever learn to sew
They say the bones still good, but the well is bone-dry
Whatever you look for, you will find
They said it's for your own good, everything in due time
But, I'm guilty of forgetting that sometimes

Why do, why do, why do you do this to me?
I'm tryna, tryna act like I don't care
You never let me close, I'm not your calling
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this? Are you guilty?

Tell me, how do you plead?
Do you feel you're guilty?

Knocking, knocking, baby, are you decent?
Eyes are welling water turned to weeping
Shallow thoughts, I'm walking in the deep end
Had to show you talking is the cheapest
How convenient, what's the meaning of it all?

I walk the plank to feel the wind
You said, "Just take your medicine"
It's an all-out race I'll never win
You said, "Just follow your regimen"

Why do, why do, why do you do this to me?
I'm tryna, tryna act like I don't care
You never let me close, I'm not your calling
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this? Are you guilty?

Tell me, how do you plead?
Do you feel you're guilty?