"Dad Song" lyrics

One minute a laugh and the other a cry
That on a loop for a while
Falling apart and then saying I'm fine
I'm getting good at the smile

And I don't wanna say it
I'm scared if I open my mouth I'll just break
A million things that I wish I had told you
Before it all changed
I'm alright but in truth
I just really miss you

I listen to songs that I thought would explain it
But I can't get past the first verse
And how do you even find time for an answer
When you're swallowed up by the hurt

Cause we never got a goodbye
And that makes it all the more harder to take
A million things that I wish I had told you
Before it all changed
Mum sent a text and it said
You were proud of us everyday
And I tried my hardest to stop myself crying
But did anyway
I'm alright but in truth
I just really miss you