"Suicide" lyrics

Uh-uh, all that shit you been through nigga
There's nothing here to care about
You gotta let that shit go
I don't care what it is
Don't bring that shit to the table
There's nothing here to care about
We gettin' [?] that shit
(Black, listen to me)
I can't go back
Huh, huh, huh
Huh, huh, huh
There's nothing here to care about
Huh, huh, huh
I'm ready, hmm, I'm ready

Forgive me if I ever broke your heart and made you sad
I forgive my mom, 'cause I know she make due with what we had
I did therapy, 'cause I ain' wanna live and I was mad
I think suicide the only thing that's left (Huh), that I ain' tried

I get mad and I get fried
Bitch I'm good when I get high
I'on talk about the shit I used to do just to get by
I wake up and I get fly
I got niggas in the cage and I got niggas in the sky
Is God gon' be there when I die?
Is y'all gon' be there when I die?
I-I-I know niggas don't be ridin' like they say, that shit a lie
I'on think niggas gon' die for me
I'on think niggas ride with me
Grab your mask to up your boots
Bra, I'on think niggas could slide with me
I'on fuck wit'chu, you lied to me
I'on let niggas in my lane
Told my nigga, I'm really somebody
Bra, I'on just let niggas play with my name
Shit go down and shit go bang
I make songs like Kurt Cobain
Right now my music like crack in the streets
I told my niggas this pure cocaine
I got everybody feelin' my pain
I got everybody feelin' this shit
I'm tellin' niggas we just getting started
Bra, you don't even know how deep it get
Fuck this shit, I crash this whip
Nigga got me in my bag again
Bitch 'bout a make me mad again
I used to tell niggas "I'm really him"
Fuck all y'all and fuck all them

Forgive me if I ever broke your heart and made you sad
I forgive my mom, 'cause I know she make due with what we had
I did therapy, 'cause I ain' wanna live and I was mad
I think suicide the only thing that's left (Huh), that I ain' tried (I can't go back)

Uh-uh
What's that sound?
What's that song about?
It's nothing worth me sayin' aloud