"A Bitter Letter To Myself" lyrics

I'm talking to myself everyday
Saying
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
And maybe this is all I got
Maybe I'm not qualified

Birds are flying and I'm on the ground
I wish I had my wings to fly
Yeah, I'm a loser
Yeah, I'm so insecure
I don't know what to do
Baby I, baby I just wanna run away

It's so difficult
To live a life like this
I wanna be you sometimes
Then will I be saved from myself?
Baby, I'm a mess
Sometimes I just wanna disappear

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

This universe is telling me
That I should go on and on and on
But can I not smile?
And cry sometimes?
Without consolation
Baby I, baby I just wanna run away

It's so difficult
To live a life like this
I wanna be you sometimes
Then will I be saved from myself?
Baby I'm a mess
Sometimes I just wanna disappear

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

Seems like everybody's un-like me
Seems like everybody's strong
All I wanna do is breathe
All I wanna do is breathe