"Probably Should" lyrics

Does your mom still use my nickname
When she brings me up?
Or does she even ever? I know it's been long enough
For you to forget about me
And all the things I've done
But do you ever think about the way it could've gone?

If you were understanding
If I could take a joke
If you communicated all the things that made you doubt
And I put in the effort
More than I ever thought I could
But I still think about you
Longer than I probably should

Did you keep that silver necklace?
Is it on the ocean floor?
I barely even doubt that it's still sitting in your drawer
Does your dad still ask about me
If the music's going well?
"Is he making any money? ", I guess only time will tell

And I'm tired of overthinking
If the world starts caving in
The only thing that matters is the dream you get to live
And I hate that I'm surrounded
I try to tell myself I'm good
But I still think about you
Longer than I probably should

(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
I would've changed it if I could (Ooh, ooh)
Nothing's the same and now you're gone (Ooh, ooh)
So many things that I wanted to tell you (Ooh, ooh)
But now I'll just sum it up (Ooh, ooh)

And I'm tired of overthinking
If the world starts caving in
The only thing that matters is the dream you get to live
And I hate that I'm surrounded
I try to tell myself I'm good
But I still think about you
Longer than I probably should