"One Last Drag" lyrics

Words don't hold any weight if they don't have a meaning
Why would you say it all if you can't even repeat it?
It reminds me of those miles we drove
Straight through the night to Chicago
And then pleasing my hand when you know I don't need it, too

Now you say that you're busy
But really I might not get the message
I don't wanna think about you
But I'm still signed into your Netflix
Yeah, all my friends, say let you go
But they don't even know me like you know
And it might be the part that hurts me the most

I took one last drag on my roof
I tried to tell myself that it's not true
How long has this been going on?
I'm not mad but fuck you
After every little thing that we've been through
How long has this been going on?

I see it in your eyes and I know that you keep hesitating
We try to sweep it under the rug to hide the mess that we're making
Used to call me 'baby' then you'd fall in my arms
Now you barely even fucking call me at all
And it might be the part that hurts me the most

I took one last drag on my roof
I tried to tell myself that it's not true
How long has this been going on?
I'm not mad but fuck you
After every little thing that we've been through
How long has this been going on?

Back off, I need a second
Can't fight it when my head is down
It went bang, bang, bang, bang
I can't go where you're going now
You said it's not me, it's you
Yeah it's not me, it's true
But if it's not me, then who?
I don't know why you wanna throw this away

I took one last drag on my roof
I tried to tell myself that it's not true
How long has this been going on?
I'm not mad but fuck you
After every little thing that we've been through
How long has this been going on?