"Counterfeit" lyrics

This weather
Is taking its toll
And I can't help
Feeling miserable
So with every altercation
Comes a shadow of shame
Here's a bright bouquet of roses
And a bullet with your name

Is this temporary cemetery permanent?
I'm scared that I will never see the sun again

I let you in
You let me drown
You watched me sink from solid ground
And I hate myself
You made this hell
But I can't get over it
This love was counterfeit

Synthetic
So artificial
Pathetic
More than you'd ever know
And your casual narcotics
I watch them eat you alive
This subtle isolation
Yea it cuts you like a knife

Tell me you love me
Tell me you hate me
Tell me it's all in my head
'Cause I am broken
I am hopeless
It's a fucking dead end

I let you in
You let me drown
You watched me sink from solid ground
And I hate myself
You made this hell
But I can't get over it
This love was counterfeit

Is this temporary cemetery permanent?
I'm scared that I will never see the sun again
The beating on my heart I could never defend
Never again, never again

I let you in
You let me drown
You watched me sink from solid ground
And I hate myself
You made this hell
But I can't get over it
This love was counterfeit

I can't get over it
This love was counterfeit

I can't get over it
This love was counterfeit