"better" lyrics

Change my pace
Had to just look away
I hate this
It's strange, I can't face this still

And I made this mess
I lie wasted still
Let you take my best
And the rest had to deal

Deal with it all over one more time
'Cause I've been through it before
Been out my mind

Forgot how to move forward
Running out of time
Do I cross your mind
Did you watch those signs

Been a minute
Since I really could remember
Your face
I say whatever it's fine
I lay awake in bed at this time
Ahead of its time
It didn't age nice

Don't you try to pin this on me
I thought it all would work
What you said didn't end up to be
I got what I deserve
Sometimes I feel it's all on me
Now I sit behind the curtain
Just give me at least one good reason
Been a minute since

I'm better this time
I'm better this time
I'm better this time
I'm better this time