"I'm Not Sorry" lyrics

I'm sick and tired of running in these ends
All these empty seas of thoughts inside my head
I feel like I can't breathe til my enemies are dead
I know that I won't sleep when I'm this close to the edge
All these memories, now we ain't even friends
Do you think of me?
Or could you even miss me less?
Yeah, I make mistakes but I did it for the best
Now, I'm shooting for the stars, not just shooting for the heads, yeah

Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry, I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah
Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry, I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah

I showed up when I should've fucking left
What's another missed call?
What's a bullet to my chest?
What's a knife inside my back?
Man it's really going
Went from "I wish you the best" to "I wish you really would"
It didn't have to go like this, old time shit
Took your name into the city, I reload my shit, I reload my shit, I reload my shit, yeah

Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry
I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah
Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry
I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah

They might know your name
But you know they don't really know you
The shit you go through
They don't understand
Cause they don't hear the things I told you
Or how we both knew, they're not supposed to

Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry
I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah
Can't you forgive me even if I'm not sorry
I just miss how it used to be
I just miss how it used to be, yeah