"Faint" lyrics

Coming home, dreading how I'm alone, oh no
Getting cold, guessing how I might go when I go, I go

I'm up hoping for a little escape
Feeling broken 'cause you couldn't behave
Holding on when it's a little too late
What I'm fighting for ain't fighting for me
I stay, afraid
Can't shake, the pain
Every minute living as your mistake
And I'm giving way

Honeybee, how I ache for your sting, your sting
Set me free, I'm not one to retreat, when I'm beat, and I'm beat

I'm up hoping for a little escape
Feeling broken 'cause you couldn't behave
Holding on when it's a little too late
What I'm fighting for ain't fighting for me
I stay, afraid
Can't shake, the pain
Every minute living as your mistake
And I'm giving way

Wrap my face, oh embrace, kiss me 'till I suffocate
You're my maze, that I crave, I'll huff you in until I faint

I'm up hoping for a little escape
Feeling broken cause you couldn't behave
Holding on when it's a little too late
What I'm fighting for ain't fighting for me
I stay, afraid
Can't shake, the pain
Every minute living as your mistake
And I'm giving way