"Disappear" lyrics

Sometimes I disappear
Sometimes I'm not around
I think I stress too much
I keep it to myself
Don't wanna let you down, nah
Don't wanna let you down
Nowhere to hide my pain
Nowhere to not be found
Ashamed I feel these wounds
Would you still love me now?
Don't wanna let you down
Don't wanna let you down

Yeah
Lotta pressure been weighing on me
I don't wanna fight, I'll leave
Closed off to protect my heart
If I open up then I feel weak
Not many these days I trust
Too much on my plate, can't eat
Pain's worse when you give it attention
I been tryna stay busy all week
I'm sorry these days I'm distant
Our love ain't changed, I missed it
Some people won't get what I'm saying but
The right ones hear you different
No scar can heal when rushed
Know a lotta my wounds I've hidden
I don't want no one worried 'bout me
I don't wanna share hurt, I'm living

But I know that
I know everything ain't lost, this'll blow past
My mind a mess, unfinished thoughts that I hold back
(That I hold back) that I hold back
That's why

Sometimes I disappear
Sometimes I'm not around
I think I stress too much
I keep it to myself
Don't wanna let you down, nah
Don't wanna let you down
Nowhere to hide my pain
Nowhere to not be found
Ashamed I feel these wounds
Would you still love me now?
Don't wanna let you down
Don't wanna let you down