"Hazel Eyes" lyrics

I feel like
You don't wanna talk right now
Always tryna miss my points
Make me run hot strung out
Get sense that we close to the danger
Our love is a troubling route
I need you right here tryna hold on
When my mind only filling up with more doubt

We keep circling back it's expected
An both never learning our lessons
One minute I hate you
One minute you love me
We stuck in a pattern neglected
I wish I could fix all that's broken
Uncover this beautiful wreckage
I'm begging your hazel eyes let the water dry
Cause what we had was precious

How'd we go from lovers to soldiers
I'm tired of us faking composure
I want what we had back
Need a hazmat, just to live it all over
I know the lies I was telling were toxic
Also the reason you slowly grew colder
Push you away then I'd pull you back in an eventually
You wasn't turning your shoulder

Can't take it back
But I'll take all the blame
It's pouring whenever it rains
Still I couldn't let go hope this echoes
And you hear what I'm saying
But I'll take all the blame
It's pouring whenever it rains
Still I couldn't let go hope this echoes
And you hear what I'm saying