"Bad Apple" lyrics

Nagarete ku toki no naka de demo
Kedarusa ga hora guruguru mawatte
Watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo
Mienai wa so shiranai?
Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku
Toki no sukima ni nagasare tsuzukete
Shiranai wa mawari no koto nado
Watashi wa watashi sore dake

Yumemi teru? Nani mo mitenai?
Kataru mo mudana jibun no kotoba?
Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo
Nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no
Tomadou kotoba atae rarete mo
Jinun no kokoro tada uwanosora
Moshi watashi kara ugoku nonaraba
Subete kaeru nonara kuro ni suru

Even in the midst of the ticking time that flows
The lack of empathy here is spinning
Round and round in circles
I can't even see that my heart is separating
Leaving me alone 'till I just don't know - I'm
Frozen in the cracks of a time that's never ending
Paralyzed in fear, I am stuck here suffocating
Trying to escape from a world that's decimating
Focusing on nothing but my own self

Hey, is this just a dream? Is it not reality?
No one listens to a thing, even when I try to speak
Tired of all this mystery, hiding deep inside of me
Maybe I should let it be, without feeling anything
Help I'm drowning but I'm dry, even when I try to cry
I can't tell if I'm alive, or if I've already died
If I change to make it right
If I change with all my might
Maybe I can find the light
Turning all of me to white

Ugoku nonaraba ugoku nonaraba
Subete kowasu wa subete kowasu wa
Kanashimunaraba kanashimunaraba
Watashi no kokoro shiroku kawareru?
Even if you give me words, nothing's going to be heard
'Cuz I have no heart to feel, all I hear is in a blur
Feeling numb in every gap, 'cuz a soul is what I lack
And if nothing seems to change
Then I'll turn it all to black
Anata no koto mo watashi no koto mo
Subete no koto mo mada shiranai no
Omoi mabuta o aketa nonaraba
Subete kowasu nonara kuro ni nare!