"Doctor Sessions (Tragedy Mask Version)" lyrics
(feat. Marissa Lenti)
Help me help me
Mask my smile please
Cracks're traveling up my face
And I can't seem to make them leave
Crying crying
Low and manic highs
I am at my breaking point
And I can't seem to make things right
Trying trying
Trying to break free
I can't tell if this is real or just attention that I seek
Oh find me
In my
My personal hell
Anybody please unmask me
Cause I can't do it myself
I'm out of energy
Sanity's not free
I buckled under pressure
And now I need therapy
Voices everyday
They cajole and berate
It's spreading like a virus
And it's coming from my brain
Doctor oh doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart is fine
And my blood pressure's alright
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside
Doctor oh doctor
My suffering's too long
He says, patients be patient
And come back again
When something's really wrong
Tell me
Tell me
Tell me what to do
My mind tells me to give up but my whole body is confused
I'm scared, I'm scared
But I'm scared to even talk
People that are the solutions are the problems that I block
I'm hurting, hurting
But no one seems to see
I'm drowning in my tears and I've forgotten how to breathe
Tired tired
Tired of the pain
Not the pain that's on my wrist but all the pain inside my brain
Cause
No one understands
No one really cares
Nothing seems to work and life and pay is never fair
But I don't want to hurt
I don't want to die
But I don't want to burden someone else and so I lie
Doctor oh doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart is fine
And my blood pressure's alright
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside
Doctor oh doctor
I'm begging for your aid
"You're just a little ill"
Gives me way too many pills
And normalcy I feign
OOOH
I know to them it's just game
All my wages down the drain
I'm trial and error, but am I in vain?
OOOH
It's too much pain to keep
Would anybody weep
If I just took the leap
"Cause why not?"
Doctor Caine doctor
Will this be enough?
I've put the headset on
And my body's almost gone
But here for some reason my mask still falls off
Doctor Caine doctor
Am I only your toy?
"I'll grade you a B"
And now he's dismissing me
And it's
Just like...
I...
Remember...
Mask my smile please
Cracks're traveling up my face
And I can't seem to make them leave
Crying crying
Low and manic highs
I am at my breaking point
And I can't seem to make things right
Trying trying
Trying to break free
I can't tell if this is real or just attention that I seek
Oh find me
In my
My personal hell
Anybody please unmask me
Cause I can't do it myself
I'm out of energy
Sanity's not free
I buckled under pressure
And now I need therapy
Voices everyday
They cajole and berate
It's spreading like a virus
And it's coming from my brain
Doctor oh doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart is fine
And my blood pressure's alright
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside
Doctor oh doctor
My suffering's too long
He says, patients be patient
And come back again
When something's really wrong
Tell me
Tell me
Tell me what to do
My mind tells me to give up but my whole body is confused
I'm scared, I'm scared
But I'm scared to even talk
People that are the solutions are the problems that I block
I'm hurting, hurting
But no one seems to see
I'm drowning in my tears and I've forgotten how to breathe
Tired tired
Tired of the pain
Not the pain that's on my wrist but all the pain inside my brain
Cause
No one understands
No one really cares
Nothing seems to work and life and pay is never fair
But I don't want to hurt
I don't want to die
But I don't want to burden someone else and so I lie
Doctor oh doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart is fine
And my blood pressure's alright
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside
Doctor oh doctor
I'm begging for your aid
"You're just a little ill"
Gives me way too many pills
And normalcy I feign
OOOH
I know to them it's just game
All my wages down the drain
I'm trial and error, but am I in vain?
OOOH
It's too much pain to keep
Would anybody weep
If I just took the leap
"Cause why not?"
Doctor Caine doctor
Will this be enough?
I've put the headset on
And my body's almost gone
But here for some reason my mask still falls off
Doctor Caine doctor
Am I only your toy?
"I'll grade you a B"
And now he's dismissing me
And it's
Just like...
I...
Remember...
