"Soaking Nerves" lyrics

Losing everything I thought I was proud of
Soaking nerves that don't bear any weight
An old disguise I thought I could grow out of
Someday I'll have to stop taking the bait

Drag me through the spring
I'll show you everything
Torment me with the sound
The rot that swarms around

(Phobia) Another list of tensions
The threat I used to teach my skin to stick
(Flowing blood) See through it like water
It's easy when it doesn't run as thick

Learning life is only strong as the ties
And God is only a sight for dead eyes
Banished only by the grit of your teeth
Forgiven only for the sins you complete

Soaking nerves that don't bear any weight
A simple concept I can't dismiss
Why are we taught that it's wrong to hate?
Because I don't want any part of this

I'll show you, I'll show you, I'll show you everything
I'll show you everything

I'll show you, I have to
Expose you to the bind
God isn't worth the sight
I'll show you
I'll show you