"My Collapse" lyrics

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse

I wake up to sunlight shining
See the window on the bed where you're lying
It's been too good for too long
Only a matter of time
Am I a sucker for the self-destruction?
Is this hell with a sweet interruption?
I'm never really living in the moment at all
At all

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse
I don't really wanna be like this
Even when I'm happy it's tragic
Thinking it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse

Waiting for my collapse

I cut ties before you say you're over it
I'm blurring lines like I don't even give a shit
I can't lose what I never had
In the first place
I sabotage like a ticking time bomb
So when it's gone I can say that it's my fault
I'm never really giving my whole heart at all
At all

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse
I don't really wanna be like this
Even when I'm happy it's tragic
Thinking it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse

My collapse, my collapse
Waiting for my collapse, my collapse

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse
I don't really wanna be like this
Even when I'm happy it's tragic
Thinking it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse

(Am I a sucker for the self-destruction?) my collapse
(Is this hell with a sweet interruption?) waiting for my collapse
(I'm never really living in the moment at all) my collapse
(At all)