"Decode" lyrics

I've been looking for something
I think I've lost a part of me

Open eyes, solidify
Impatience feeds the self-destructive thought
Deep below those scattered lies
It haunts me like it used to
Don't try to reset
The consequences of being gone

Like the setting sun
Deep down, believe me, I still know
That I've never won
Locked out of my faith and left my heart behind

I've been looking for something
I think I've lost a part of me
I've been looking for something
Looking for me
But I swear tomorrow I'll be fine
I'll be fine, fine, fine

Open arms, I'm hypnotized
Intrusive feelings tend to make it through
Evil ghosts still amplify conviction
Like they used to
I'd starve to trade in
The restlessness in my head

For silence
I need silence

I've been looking for something
I think I've lost a part of me
I've been looking for something
Looking for me
I swear tomorrow I'll be fine

I have forgotten what it's like to be
Carelessly living life on the edge
And when asleep I am mending
I wake up, roaring sirens in my head
All this noise that's keeping me
From being me
Save me
I'd starve to trade in
The restlessness in my head

For silence
I need silence

I've been looking for something
I think I've lost a part of me
I've been looking for something
Looking for me

Hold me
Regression's gaining leverage
But I can't take this
The river's running dry
I've been looking for something
Looking for me