"Drowning" lyrics

So this is what drowning feels like
Drunk and look up at moonlight
Gone too far to feel right
So down I go
So down I go
So this is what drowning feels like?
Drunk and look up at moonlight
Gone too far to feel right
So down I go
So down I go
Yeah
So down I go
So down I go
Go
Down I go

And nobody has the side of me [?]
Just need some love
And I don't feel the light breeze
Anymore
Oh, can you?
And I might freeze before I can go [?]
So when I fall
Stand in the wrong
Standing in the wrong

Standing in the parkway
Look up to the stars [?]
[?]
Just wanna go back to the start, ayy
I've been looking down
I think I'll have to fall
I might go insane
Smashing through the wall, ah ah
Staring at a couple [?]
Hope the pain go away
I don't wanna stop
I'm drowning in the words
That you said to me now
I just hope I go down
All the fakes I'm around
So I lift off the ground

I was stuck for it
Why mind's in the dark, yeah
Why do you talk bitch
I don't know who you are, yeah
Smoking my blood, yeah
[?]
I've been feeling myself
[?]

So this is what drowning feels like
Drunk and look up at moonlight
Gone too far to feel right
So down I go
So down I-

So this is what drowning feels like?
Drunk and look up at moonlight
Gone too far to feel right
So down I go
So down I-
And nobody has the side of me [?]
Just need some love
And I don't feel the light breeze
Anymore
Oh, can you?
And I might freeze before I can go [?]
So when I fall
Stand in the wrong

I'm sinking
With salt in my lungs
Approaching the bottom
Hope my body goes numb