"my own war" lyrics
(feat. Jomie)
She left my heart out
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Daylight
I don't know who you were last night
Plant bait 'cause you know I'll bite
Tell me that it's for life
But it's not is it
I'm losing my grit
I'm losing focus
On what's there for good
Wish you understood
I'm numb from the wood
Don't bleed like I should
I'd break if I could
Am I insane
Every time feels the same
You words could break my brain
But that's okay
She left my heart out
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Hold up and let me explain
Before you go off and let everything break
'Cause I hate the battle
But somehow I pick up the sword
You act too cool to get me
And I can't do right I'm a lefty
Stand out I don't need the accepting
Too high I can't see no perspective
I don't need anything
'Cause there's nothing to prove
Out in a field what's a God to a goon
Hercules couldn't even fit in these shoes
Big ass crib since you said you needed room
Gang full of dogs that will show up to my tomb
Give out a lot less fake promises than you
If I can't find help then I hope you do
Sacrifice enough I don't need no proof
She left my heart out
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Time goes by
I'm still numb
Can't get it right
I'm so dumb
I was lost
All along
I never won
My own war
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Daylight
I don't know who you were last night
Plant bait 'cause you know I'll bite
Tell me that it's for life
But it's not is it
I'm losing my grit
I'm losing focus
On what's there for good
Wish you understood
I'm numb from the wood
Don't bleed like I should
I'd break if I could
Am I insane
Every time feels the same
You words could break my brain
But that's okay
She left my heart out
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Hold up and let me explain
Before you go off and let everything break
'Cause I hate the battle
But somehow I pick up the sword
You act too cool to get me
And I can't do right I'm a lefty
Stand out I don't need the accepting
Too high I can't see no perspective
I don't need anything
'Cause there's nothing to prove
Out in a field what's a God to a goon
Hercules couldn't even fit in these shoes
Big ass crib since you said you needed room
Gang full of dogs that will show up to my tomb
Give out a lot less fake promises than you
If I can't find help then I hope you do
Sacrifice enough I don't need no proof
She left my heart out
Laying on the floor
I don't know who I'm for
I can't no more
And it never really changes
The casualties ignored
I ain't getting no award
For my own war
Time goes by
I'm still numb
Can't get it right
I'm so dumb
I was lost
All along
I never won
My own war
