"Not Her" lyrics

Raised around wolves and cats
I chased after you and after
All of this time I finally open my eyes
And that's when I could decide
If I'd be eaten alive
I've been holding my tongue
So you can sharpen your lies

It's like we're both broken
But you're the worst
I've been okay but
You're not her
Needless to say
It's complicated
Every second hurt
So it just sucks I waited 'cause

We're both broken but
You're the worst
I've been okay but
You're not her
We just spoke last month
I was over us
Now I'm losing touch
Think I think too much

Understand
I just can't let it go
Throwing hands
Like I'm fighting
Six stones cold phone
I need bands and a loan
So I can sleep

Money in the pantry
Drugs to be happy
Girls in my head
Eating drugs like it's candy
I will do my best
Only do it when you can be
Had to look back
To make sure I'm still standing

Girl you were the moment though
Stayed in watching Totoro
Hit the club and do-si-do
Pick a girl, I'm going home
1 more pill I'm floating home
2 more pills I'll overdose
Something in my nose I know
They say I'm supposed to blow

Not enough ladders hundreds of snakes
Never look back when I'm running away
Need auto tune when I'm singing your praise
These girls pussies ain't gripping the same
Wanted to give you a different name
Did some things that I wouldn't again
Drone warfare I'm bombing my brain
Thoughts of you are causing me pain

Only cause I used to have it
A milly I gotta manage
I need a 100 more carats
Ballin' like 21 savage
And I just need time to
Break these habits
Blue pills on tap like rapid
I was still on track I'm tragic
On the ground laughing
Rooted like magic