"See U In The Glass" lyrics

It ain't the first time
But I'm still terrified
And there's no need to care about it
I'm just beeing dumb, right?
Call it a curse like
Wish you were still by my side
Curse you at the same time
Never see you when it's day time

We're just done
I need to catch on
And make another sad song
I wish that I could say something different
Can't let go what's in the past, oh
And I see you in the glass now
Drink you 'till I pass you

We just did a nose dive
Lucky that I'm still alive
And I choke on the smoke now
'Cause I panic and I'm terrified
In another city just to go
As far away from you, I know
That it doesn't help no
That it doesn't help at all

Three more years
'Till I've missed you longer than I knew you for
Two more years
'Till I feel like maybe I'll forget it all
Next year I might see you walking by
And not get lost
Until the I'll just settle for the worst
I'm just tryna make it work, yeah

In the city searching
For another version
Of me that isn't hurting
And I see all the burden
Can't let it out
Saying where are you now
And now you're still saying "wow"
Guess you didn't stay for a while

Was it worth it?
Wonder what it all feels like
We were on the "steady, go"
Was to say the words to die for?
Was it on the surface
Wonder why it don't feel right
Never calling really said it all
Maybe "me and you" was never love

Cooking all this cope, yeah
In your serum soak, yeah
I know that you don't care
That I'm on the ropes, yeah

Thinking of you leaving
When I should be sleeping
I know you told me, baby
But what's the real reason

That we're just done
I need to catch on
And make another sad song
I wish that I could say something different
Can't let go what's in the past, oh
And I see you in the glass now
Drink you 'till I pass you