"memory" lyrics

I wake up every morning wishing you were texting me
And now I'm sipping on this bottle, I love Hennessy
I still remember every promise that you said to me
I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory

Oh I know I know you have blocked my cell phone
I sit here ringing on your number when I feel alone
Without your love I feel so lost, I don't know where to go
I think I'm somewhere in the middle tryna find my way home

(Ah-ah)

You're at a party and you're drunk, why are you texting me?
You're just a girl who broke my heart when I was 17
You tell me not to come back, you tell me I'm a douchebag
But every time I come home you wanna get me alone

I can't be the one that you own
Because you and me is all that I know of us
Ooh I'm falling victim to your loveless once again
I wanna fuck up on your bed until the sun comes up

She's next to me lying awake
I smell her cigarettes on her body from yesterday
Thinking 'bout the day that she told me she would kill herself
She mixed the vodka with the pills, she couldn't help herself

I miss that summer that I spent with you in Tennessee
I hope somebody kills me like I'm fucking Kennedy
I'm so obsessed with you, you used to be obsessed with me
I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory