"shotgun." lyrics

I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun
It's been six months since the last time we talked
And I'ma fall off stage when I pre-form in Boston
'Cause I'm so outraged by the way that I lost her (oh)
Woke up this mornin' to my girl gone
I tried to figure out what I did so wrong
Was it somethin' I said, or maybe somethin' I did?
And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib

I'm gonna blow off my head and go confront my own death
But will she still find my lips on the ground and try to kiss them?
I want to be something I'm not and yeah, you know

Ooh, why are you so rude?
Why are you—why are you so rude?
You're violent, violent attitudes
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Whatchu tryna do? Whatchu tryna take from me?
I had a feeling that you're kinda stakin' me
But I had gray belief, 'cause I don't want you to leave
It's kinda problematic when I'm chasin' peace

Nananana
Nananana
Nananana
Nananana

I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun
It's been six months since the last time we talked
And I'ma fall off stage when I pre-form in Boston
'Cause I'm so outraged by the way that I lost her (oh)
Woke up this mornin' to my girl gone
I tried to figure out what I did so wrong
Was it somethin' I said, or maybe somethin' I did?
And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib

I got my headphones on, bumpin' overtonight songs
I've been so sober that I can't keep composure
When my bitch start actin' stupid and claimin' that I owe her
And blamin' me for hours tellin' me that we are over again

Ooh, why are you so rude?
Why are you—why are you so rude?
You're violent, violent attitudes
Ooh-ooh-ooh