"snow day." lyrics

I'm feeling kinda dull, it's my daily shit
I could not be more bored since I lost my bitch
Hate the way my mind has a parasite in it
One day I'm a feel fine, then the next day I'm spinnin'
It's like livin' two lives, I can never be chillin'
So I get so high 'til I'm breakin' through the ceilin'

It's been okay, locked inside like a snow day
I can't lie, I miss those days, sittin' grindin' out 2K
Wastin' all my time, tryin' to win over women
Is it my eyes or something else that's unappealing?
It don't feel right when I be livin' life sinnin'
It's my destiny to live my life alone
I just wanna drink myself to death, it's everyday I feel like this

I just wish that I could leave my head and also get up out of bed
I can't escape this earth, numb my brain with all red cigarettes
I cannot make this work, everyday the pain is gettin' worse

Hate the way my mind has a parasite in it
One day I'm a feel fine, then the next day I'm spinnin'
It's like livin' two lives, I can never be chillin'
So I get so high, that I'm breakin' through the ceilin'

It's been a day, locked inside like a snow day
I can't lie, I miss those days, sittin' grindin' out 2K
Wastin' all my time, tryin' to win over women
Is it my eyes or somethin' else that's unappealing?
It don't feel right when I be livin' life sinnin'

It's my destiny to live my life alone
I just wanna drown, I just wanna drown
I am just a nuisance, I guess I will go, go
Maybe I'm just ignorant, I think my life is better in the dark
I want more, more snow day

Hate the way my mind has a parasite in it
One day I'm a feel fine, then the next day I'm spinnin'
It's like livin' two lives, I can never be chillin'
So I guess I'll hide, so I'm breakin' through
It's been a day, locked inside like a snow day
I can't lie, I miss those days, sittin' grindin' out 2K
Wastin' all my time, tryin' to win over women
Is it my eyes or somethin' else that's unappealing?
It don't feel right when I be livin' life sinnin'
It's my destiny to live my life alone