"Feel Alive" lyrics

Heart is getting cold like ice
All these chemicals inside my lungs
Make me feel alive
They make me feel alive

Yesterday I woke up and realized that I'm an addict
Reaching for that nicotine, yeah, first thing I gotta have it
If I don't, then I'm depressed, I've been drinking just to sleep
If I don't, then I get no rest, I know my

Heart is getting cold like ice
All these chemicals inside my lungs
Make me feel alive
They make me feel alive
Wasting every day of my life
Drinking it away, away, away
Trying to survive
Trying to survive
Trying to survive

I took a vow to put the bottle down, so here I am
I'm Mister, Mister Loner, I'm the loneliest I've ever been
Haven't fell asleep in like three days, I've been off such-and-such
I might get some more tattoos 'cause, frankly, I don't give a fuck
It's always just been me in my head till my friend gave me a Bible
I opened up the book and I read life ain't just about survival
And the man in the mirror that you looking at, I promise you, is not your rival
And the drugs don't work, so you in and out, you in and out

Heart is getting cold like ice
All these chemicals inside my lungs
Make me feel alive
They make me feel alive
Wasting every day of my life
Drinking it away, away, away
Trying to survive
Trying to survive

Heart is getting cold like ice
All these chemicals inside my lungs
Make me feel alive
They make me feel alive

So I'm done, loaded question, how did you leave from your mind's attention?
I rolled it up, I got my blessing, school has been out and I learned my lesson
I found God in a dark place, no way I'ma leave this any day
I gave up on life in a dark way [?] to light from a dark place

Heart is getting cold like ice
All these chemicals inside my lungs
Make me feel alive
They make me feel alive
Wasting every day of my life
Drinking it away, away, away
Trying to survive
Trying to survive
Trying to survive