"It Was Always Me" lyrics

I don't think that no one else
Has been through this I been through hell
I been stuck here in my shell
I'm in my shell, I'm in my shell
I fucked up, that's how I feel
That's how I feel, that's how I feel
I lost myself he's down a well
But you're doing well, you're doing well

Could've told you
Could've told you that my trauma was embedded
Could've told you
Could've told you that I hate it can you make it up to let me go

It was all my pain, it was all my vows (Me)
I didn't run too far, stayed in my house (Me)
I know the Devil's watching (Me)
But this time he's not talking to me
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always me

Cannot fix my mistakes
While all of my head's in a maze
I'm running it back anyway
I swear that nothing would've been bitter
Just let me trust my gut
You gotta see what's on my mind

It was always me by the bottle, drank it regardless
It was always me fuck the motto, I needed all this
I'm tired of dreaming I need the truth
I found a reason not to fight my youth

It was all my pain, it was all my vows
Didn't run too far, stayed in my house
I know the Devil's watching
This time he's not talking to me

It was all my pain, it was all my vows (Me)
I didn't run too far, stayed in my house (Me)
I know the Devil's watching (Me)
But this time he's not talking to me
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always, it was always, it was always (Me)
It was always me

You don't care about (Me)
Stay away from (Me)
I'll fight a war I'll never win it's all because of me
You don't care about me
I will never see
That in the end it was always me