"same nights" lyrics

Maybe this was all of my fault
I hate all of my faults
Thinking about my flaws
I keep building my walls
If I would have swallowed all them pills it would be my loss
I thought that I could tell you how I felt to help with my trust
Oh, it's getting heavy on my shoulders
Panic attacks starting to feel like some boulders
I didn't know Minnesota got colder
I wish that I wasn't a loner

I fought fire with fire
Darkness with lighters
And demons with life
I've been caught in a landslide
Wishing I would die
I swear it's like this every night

Trust me, I'm doomed
It's 4 a.m. I'm still awake inside of my room
I would rather heal you than help me
But that type of relationship ain't healthy
The rain gon' keep pouring
The story's gon' keep going
And God won't stop giving
Devil's fangs keep showing
I promise just keep going
I promise just keep going
The wind won't stop blowing
The waves won't stop crashing
You gotta write your story, fill it up with passion
Fill up all them pages, just don't stop going

I fought fire with fire
Darkness with lighters
And demons with life
I've been caught in a landslide
Wishing I would die
I swear it's like this every night

I swear if you listen to me right now
I'm nobody special
I think you just gotta keep on going
You just gotta keep on going
I need you to listen to me right now
You just gotta keep on going
You just gotta keep on going
You just gotta keep on going

I fought fire with fire
Darkness with lighters
And demons with life
I've been caught in a landslide
Wishing I would die
I swear it's like this every night