"Am I Enough?" lyrics

All I do is let you down
Am I enough?
Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough?
Am I enough?

Losing sleep is constant
Waking up just to hate myself gets tiring, I'm exhausted
When I get stressed and overwhelmed
I ball my fists and resort to violence
Please stop telling me I'm messing up
Cause when you yell at me I'm more defiant
It don't take much to show you're trying

I just want love but I feel pain
I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be a mess
Head down when I walk through the hallways
I just hide my tears when I'm round my peers
If I let it out I get called names
Anxiety deal with it always
If you felt like me you would know
What it feels like when you're low

All I do is let you down
Am I enough?
Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough?
Am I enough?

All I do is let you down
Am I enough?
Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough?
Am I enough?

I'm holding on but barely
And even I can't stand me anymore, no
I'm crashing again
It gets harder to face myself

Hey, I was hoping we'd speak
Sorry, it's been a horrible week
Well maybe I'll give you relief
Doubt it, I'd feel better if you leave
See that's the reason you struggle
You block people out when you feel you're in trouble
But why would you care about me?
Cause I love you, I'm tired of seeing you fall and just stumble
I'm needing you helping yourself
I feel like you're dying, you're not even trying
I feel like you're killing yourself
I just belittle myself
I'm tired of feeling the same and I hate it
Embarrassed to have all these problems
It's not really normal to feel like this daily
I just need you to save me
Listen

All I do is let you down
Am I enough?
Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough?
Am I enough?

I'm holding on but barely
And even I can't stand me anymore, no
I'm crashing again
It gets harder to face myself