"CLOSE MY EYES 2" lyrics
Parker Jack & Chyde Lyrics
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
I'm sorry to mom, I know that you're sad
That I'm only calling when life's getting bad
The son that you wanted was not what you got
And the father I needed was not what I had
The life that we're living, it broke us together
Meanwhile I was wishing it'd hold us together
I'm sorry I'm down, I'm sorry I'm stressed
I'm fucking my life up, I'm way too depressed
This is not us, definitely not me
This is not what I was wanting to be
I'm sorry I'm messing it up and I'm stressing us both
With the pressure I'm holding inside
I wanna die but I don't wanna leave
Just kill all the stress that I feel in my life
The person you knew isn't here, man he died
I wish that you had a chance to say goodbye
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn't climb back up
I'm sorry mom, I'm not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I'm done
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn't climb back up
I'm sorry mom, I'm not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I'm done
Feeling depression, feel like I'm lesser
Feel like I'm not living up to the measure
Feel the depression and the aggression
Of not being enough when I look at myself
And if you only knew what I'm telling myself
When I'm feeling blue and I dwell on myself
Sit in my room and put hell on myself
It's nothing new, I'm not feeling myself
Locked in my mind and it feels like I'm dying
Fucked up inside, will I ever be fine?
I don't know, yeah
You know what it's like when you feel like your heart skips a beat?
When you feel like your thoughts are on fucking repeat?
And you're asking why, why does it have to be me?
And I hope that I will get to
See the days when I'm not sad
And I hope I can find rest too
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
I'm sorry to mom, I know that you're sad
That I'm only calling when life's getting bad
The son that you wanted was not what you got
And the father I needed was not what I had
The life that we're living, it broke us together
Meanwhile I was wishing it'd hold us together
I'm sorry I'm down, I'm sorry I'm stressed
I'm fucking my life up, I'm way too depressed
This is not us, definitely not me
This is not what I was wanting to be
I'm sorry I'm messing it up and I'm stressing us both
With the pressure I'm holding inside
I wanna die but I don't wanna leave
Just kill all the stress that I feel in my life
The person you knew isn't here, man he died
I wish that you had a chance to say goodbye
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn't climb back up
I'm sorry mom, I'm not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I'm done
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn't climb back up
I'm sorry mom, I'm not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I'm done
Feeling depression, feel like I'm lesser
Feel like I'm not living up to the measure
Feel the depression and the aggression
Of not being enough when I look at myself
And if you only knew what I'm telling myself
When I'm feeling blue and I dwell on myself
Sit in my room and put hell on myself
It's nothing new, I'm not feeling myself
Locked in my mind and it feels like I'm dying
Fucked up inside, will I ever be fine?
I don't know, yeah
You know what it's like when you feel like your heart skips a beat?
When you feel like your thoughts are on fucking repeat?
And you're asking why, why does it have to be me?
And I hope that I will get to
See the days when I'm not sad
And I hope I can find rest too
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
