"HILLS" lyrics
(feat. LRP Dyl)
[Parker Jack:]
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
I-I-I-I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine
'Cause I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine
And I'm only 22, but I gotta lot of stress in my head
That I can't get rid of quite yet
Can't find happiness in most things if I don't know what happiness is quite yet
All do respect, people have found it cause maybe it's easier than I expect
I've been a mess
Easy to say that I ain't been a problem, it's way more than that
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
[LRP Dyl:]
You try to tell me that I'll be okay
I'm kickin' you out when you lie to my face
I'm done building bonds, cause everyone changed
Memories of you, in their mind, they erased
Got pictures of us, every night you replay
You knew I was different, not liking my all, and you threw me away
(Threw me away)
And I'm only 21, got memories of you that I can't get rid of quite yet, yeah
It really broke my heart, tore me apart, when I found out my bro dead
I'm taking my breath
Ain't nothing left
Never forgetting the shit that you said
You fought in my heart when you fought for my head
You wanna drain me but I already bled
[Parker Jack:]
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
I-I-I-I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine
'Cause I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine (Never be fine)
I'll never be fine
And I'm only 22, but I gotta lot of stress in my head
That I can't get rid of quite yet
Can't find happiness in most things if I don't know what happiness is quite yet
All do respect, people have found it cause maybe it's easier than I expect
I've been a mess
Easy to say that I ain't been a problem, it's way more than that
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
[LRP Dyl:]
You try to tell me that I'll be okay
I'm kickin' you out when you lie to my face
I'm done building bonds, cause everyone changed
Memories of you, in their mind, they erased
Got pictures of us, every night you replay
You knew I was different, not liking my all, and you threw me away
(Threw me away)
And I'm only 21, got memories of you that I can't get rid of quite yet, yeah
It really broke my heart, tore me apart, when I found out my bro dead
I'm taking my breath
Ain't nothing left
Never forgetting the shit that you said
You fought in my heart when you fought for my head
You wanna drain me but I already bled
[Parker Jack:]
You don't wanna know the real me
I don't think you ever will
If you knew who I was, you'll be running for the hills, and it kills me
'Cause I miss how it feels
When love wasn't fake, and the love felt real
But it's still me
Still me, I'm still tryin'
Half is alive, but the half's been dyin'
Half of me tryin' to escape these lies
When I tell myself that I'll never be fine
