"I wish I was the same" lyrics
I also wish I was the same but nowadays I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
Please don't ask to open up, cause I wont know what to say
And don't ask me for no trust, I just feel there's no way
Every person that I did broke it every single day
There's no chance to rebuild it, they broke it every way
And I wish I was the person that I was yesterday
I also wish I was the same but nowadays I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
And ill tell you next time I hope you don't think I'm lying
And its hard to be me and its hard not to care
And when I tell them about my problems, they cant help but stare
And maybe I'm crazy, or maybe too aware
That this life is kinda shitty, I don't really care
I'm just asking for the old me, to please reappear
Cause I'm all outta' gas, and I don't know how to steer
And anybody in my past, I wish you could hear
And old me if you're listening, I wish you were here
I also wish I was the same but nowadays I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
And ill tell you next time I hope you don't think I'm lying
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
Please don't ask to open up, cause I wont know what to say
And don't ask me for no trust, I just feel there's no way
Every person that I did broke it every single day
There's no chance to rebuild it, they broke it every way
And I wish I was the person that I was yesterday
I also wish I was the same but nowadays I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
And ill tell you next time I hope you don't think I'm lying
And its hard to be me and its hard not to care
And when I tell them about my problems, they cant help but stare
And maybe I'm crazy, or maybe too aware
That this life is kinda shitty, I don't really care
I'm just asking for the old me, to please reappear
Cause I'm all outta' gas, and I don't know how to steer
And anybody in my past, I wish you could hear
And old me if you're listening, I wish you were here
I also wish I was the same but nowadays I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I'm still struggling and underneath I am
I'm just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what's the point of being me? What's the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel you just tell me that I'm lying
When I hide behind those walls, its because I'm fuckin' crying
And ill tell you next time I hope you don't think I'm lying
Writer(s): George Cauty, Josh Platnick, Parker Jack
