"NOT THE SAME" lyrics

You need to sit down
It's time to talk and have this conversation
I don't wanna talk
Honestly, I do not care
It's time you find some concentration

Listen, I understand life is crazy
And lately you've had a whole lot of changes
The life that I'm living and the trauma I got
I feel like I should be allowed to hate this

You get angry at everybody, you push them away
So they don't hear you cry anymore
If I feel I can save you, I probably would
But I feel like I don't have the time anymore

When I look at me now, I don't feel proud
I feel like my mind isn't mine anymore
Then it's fuck you
Not a thing in this world a person could say
To show you they love you
You don't love you

You don't understand I'm tryna help you out
Only 'cause I know that you won't help yourself
But I'm feeling so lonely
It's me now versus the old me

You don't understand I'm tryna help you out
Only 'cause I know that you won't help yourself
But I'm feeling so lonely
It's me now versus the old me

You act like I don't like me
These thoughts break me down nightly
I wish that I could come help you
You push me down and then fight me
Why?

Wish that I could just tell you
I'm stuck now, I can't see the light
Promise that you're gonna see the life
Feel like maybe you just need advice
I want to tell you what you've done wrong

I want to show you what you could be
Same problem with all of y'all, 'cause everyone misunderstood me
The depression I have and the trauma I got
I feel like that overtook me
So what is the point of me talking right now
Cause everybody overlooks me

You don't understand I'm tryna help you out
Only 'cause I know that you won't help yourself
But I'm feeling so lonely
It's me now versus the old me

You don't understand I'm tryna help you out
Only 'cause I know that you won't help yourself
But I'm feeling so lonely
It's me now versus the old me (old me, old me)