"OVERDOSE" lyrics

I tried to be what you needed
I tried to give everything that you want
I tried to see what you see in him
I tried to give everything that you want
Hold me closely 'fore I OD
Overdosing, and I'm not what you'd expect (Not what you'd expect)
I should be (I should be)
When it comes to being a man

If getting hurt was down to a science
I did it perfect without even trying
Questioning everything that I do 'cause
Everything that I do keeps dying
And I keep wondering why I'm like this
Then I look at my life and it's lifeless
You ain't even gotta ask no more
Depression is a thing that I deal with nightly, I
Don't wanna be this way, I see the way that things have been and it's frightening
I don't wanna feed the flame but adding blame to me doesn't help in crisis
And I don't wanna tell you off because I'm off and make you feel just like I did
But I don't know what to do when I'm comfortable and feel like I can't fight this

I tried to be what you needed
I tried to give everything that you want
I tried to see what you see in him
I tried to give everything that you want
Hold me closely 'fore I OD
Overdosing and I'm not what you'd expect (Not what you'd expect)
I should be (I should be)
When it comes to being a man