"SCARED TO LOVE" lyrics
Parker Jack & Chyde Lyrics
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
Now I'm sitting in my room
Question everything I do
Feel like I don't want to move
Like I don't really deserve it
Tell me where the proof is
I'm feeling like a nuisance
No, I'm not perfect
Am I a bad person?
I don't know if its true
I've been tripping over things that I would normally move
Its such a bad mood that its becoming normal to you
I catch myself inside of a mirror, now I'm dodging a view
Apologizing don't mean a thing if I'm not gonna change
And what's the point of moving forward if I'm losing my way
And making us both look bad no matter the day
I don't wanna be the person your afraid to claim
What if I could find us a reason to push, fight on, keep on breathing
I don't know if I can but I'll sure as hell try
I don't wanna be a person that you can't rely on
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I don't know if I changed or if its just the pain that changed me
Sometimes I cope but I'm trying not to let it break me
Just know I take the blame for everything that made me
Everything that made me
Know that I've been distant lately
You ask me "Baby, are you sad? It feels like you hate me"
I say "Your the only thing that makes me happy lately"
Sometimes I'm holding in the things when I should just say it
I just need to know my feelings are reciprocated
Waking up from the night sweats
Beauty hold me tight, she got nightmares
Yeah, I know how shitty it might get, but know why sometimes I am like this
And I hate feeling vulnerable
I make a mess, you make a home beautiful
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I'm just scared to love cause I don't really wanna to lose you
I don't wanna lose you
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
Now I'm sitting in my room
Question everything I do
Feel like I don't want to move
Like I don't really deserve it
Tell me where the proof is
I'm feeling like a nuisance
No, I'm not perfect
Am I a bad person?
I don't know if its true
I've been tripping over things that I would normally move
Its such a bad mood that its becoming normal to you
I catch myself inside of a mirror, now I'm dodging a view
Apologizing don't mean a thing if I'm not gonna change
And what's the point of moving forward if I'm losing my way
And making us both look bad no matter the day
I don't wanna be the person your afraid to claim
What if I could find us a reason to push, fight on, keep on breathing
I don't know if I can but I'll sure as hell try
I don't wanna be a person that you can't rely on
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I don't know if I changed or if its just the pain that changed me
Sometimes I cope but I'm trying not to let it break me
Just know I take the blame for everything that made me
Everything that made me
Know that I've been distant lately
You ask me "Baby, are you sad? It feels like you hate me"
I say "Your the only thing that makes me happy lately"
Sometimes I'm holding in the things when I should just say it
I just need to know my feelings are reciprocated
Waking up from the night sweats
Beauty hold me tight, she got nightmares
Yeah, I know how shitty it might get, but know why sometimes I am like this
And I hate feeling vulnerable
I make a mess, you make a home beautiful
[?]
I'm just scared to love cause I don't really wanna to lose you
I don't wanna lose you
All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up
Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough
I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up
Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
I've been, I've been down
All these thoughts in my head get loud
I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell
If I'm the only one, there's no one else above
That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love
Writer(s): Erik Nettelbjer, Parker Jack
