"Self Talk" lyrics

I mean I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty...

[Old Parker:] Hey, can we talk?
[Parker:] Na, I don't really wanna talk right now
[Old Parker:] That's okay, you never really did, I've been
Screaming every day "Please let me out!"
[Parker:] Hold up, Let you out? You couldn't protect yourself! I was protecting you
[Old Parker:] You were protecting me?!
[Parker:] Yes, protecting you, everybody in this world was rejecting you, nobody out here could accept you
[Old Parker:] No, everyone could, except you. That's the problem that you have man
You build walls up and hid behind the shame and I guess that I'm partially to blame, I don't know what to say
[Parker:] Don't explain! You're making no sense to me, it kind of all just sounds like a guess to me...
[Old Parker:] Bro, your trauma made me just a memory, ain't nobody in this world remembers me
[Parker:] So you wanted them to hurt you?
[Old Parker:] Man, that's not what I'm saying...
[Parker:] Well, you basically are every time that you told me I took it too far, and your ex left you cause you're way too emotional
[Old Parker:] Man, I did what I was supposed to do
[Parker:] No, you didn't! The world made you hit your limit, and then I got distant
That's what I'm tryna tell you but you just won't listen
[Old Parker:] What I'm tryna tell you is we're both broken, my heart's open, yours is closing
[Parker:] I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen!
[Old Parker:] You don't wanna be yourself?
[Parker:] I had to free myself because it just kept happening!
[Old Parker:] Go see a therapist instead of just rappening, or it'll just keep happening!
[Parker:] You don't think I ever get tired of maskin' it?!
[Old Parker:] I don't care if you do cause the more that you are
Mean the more that I'm vanishing
And I really just want myself back again

I know you so well, so good
I mean I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty...