"daisy" lyrics

I don't know who I am anymore or who I'm supposed to be
That girl is dead in the ground, she went so quietly
When you look at me, what do you see?
I've been hiding, I've been writing
I've been sitting on my hands waiting for a chance to pop up
Like a daisy to be picked
But like most things they die when you wait too long
Crumbled in your hands and you can see it all
I'm the maker of my fate
Yet I sit here and I wait
Maybe one day I'll find the way back to me

I don't know who I am anymore or who I'm supposed to be
I've failed so many times, I don't know where to go
So I will look for home

You think you know what the world is about
When you're young, and your head's full of air
But growing up means you don't know shit
And finding some way to live with it
I've been breathing, I've been healing
I've been finding a way to deal with the pain
That creeps up when you're finally safe
And when it feels like it's all just a little too much
I remind myself that Rome wasn't built in a day
But I'm doing enough and I'll be okay
Taking little steps to finally find my way