"watery" lyrics

Last night I wanted to die
My eyes got watery
But I don't think I actually cried
It's an anomaly
How do I just live my whole life
Without a clue on how to do it?
They expect you just to do it

If we hurry up we could all rot faster
Water in my cup
I've been sober since last year
Turn that song up
I'm so tired I might crash here
Volcano erupts
Had enough, had enough

Last night I wanted to die
My eyes got watery
But I don't think I actually cried
It's an anomaly
How do I just live my whole life
Without a clue on how to do it?
They expect you just to do it, do it, do it, do it

I don't like to speak just to hear myself talk
Graveyard for the songs that I know I'll never drop
One more stupid comment 'bout my sexuality
Yeah, I might be broken but I think it's meant to be

And I wanna just pass out, reroute
Keep walkin' on the sidewalk
Tell me where it ends though
Punch me, lights out
If I disappeared
Would you miss me?
Would you care?
Would you miss me?
Would you care?
(Smash my face into the mirror)

Last night I wanted to die
My eyes got watery
But I don't think I actually cried
It's an anomaly
How do I just live my whole life
Without a clue on how to do it?
They expect you just to do it, do it, do it, do it

What if I don't wanna do it?
(What if I don't wanna do it?)
What if I don't wanna do it?
(What if I don't wanna do it?)
What if I don't wanna do it?
(What if I don't wanna do it?)
What if I don't wanna do it?
(What if I don't wanna do it?)