"How Do I Feel" lyrics

I feel like crying, I feel amazing
I feel like having a heavy conversation
I feel like dying, I feel like living too, mmh-hm
I feel like running, I feel like staying
I feel like taking some kind of medication
I feel like lying, I feel like telling the truth

So why do I feel
So why do I feel

I feel amazing, I feel impatient
I feel like dancing in crowded public places
I feel like hiding, I feel like showing you
I feel like sleeping, I feel like dreaming
I feel like nobody feels the way I'm feeling
I feel like dying, I feel like living too

Maybe my head's on backwards
Maybe I'm just unbalanced
Maybe I'm fucking special
Maybe I'm too distracted

So how do I feel?
So how do I feel?

Lately I've been feeling like an impostor
I feel really unsure about my future
I feel like I shoulda saved more money
I been feeling kinda down lately
I feel disconnected
I feel okay
I feel really happy lately
I feel excited for the future
How do I feel
That's how I've been feeling lately

So how do I feel?
So how do I feel?

I feel like dying
I feel amazing
I feel like crying
I feel like changing

So despite everything that's happened this year
I feel overwhelmingly positive