"PAIN" lyrics
I swear I can't stand it
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
Drifted but I'm so tired I can't even sleep
I been awake for so long I lost count of the sheep
When I think I smoke more and the cycle repeats
I'm weak and my throat's sore from trying to scream
And when I drink I grow horns that's the sign of the beast
When they be askin' how I'm doin' I'm lyin' to peeps
I ain't gon lie when I go home I just cry in the sheets
And pray to God that when I crash I don't die in my sleep
I may never live up to the man that I'm dyin' to be
I keep down this troubled path that I might have to leave
My mind's more violent then the shit you would find in the streets
I'm at my wit's end with who that I'm trying to be
Battle addiction, needing what I want but can't get it
This story stems from isolation in the pandemic
I'm goin' toe to toe with rappers that you worship and call Gods
And against all odds that man did
I swear I can't stand it
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
One day I'm amazing and the next day I just want it to end
Make it seem like I ain't phased when I run into friends
Hard to know if I'm better so I try to pretend
So, I just drink and smoke until I'm in bed with the spins
But I know they can't wait to see the day I gotta deal
Swallowing pride ain't as easy as swallowing pills
Demons in your life, man, everybody got 'em
If they try me Imma make it everybody problem
I always blame my parents for the man that I'm not
My father told me I'd be 30 and still pushing a mop
And if I was he'd disown me right there on the spot
But won't you look at him now? Calling me, giving me props
But next time that you try to call me, know now that that call fails
Did this on my own
You rappers telling tall tails
I'm trying to be the best
Number one and nothing less
I wanna take over the world
Your mission is just a small scale
I swear I can't stand it
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
Drifted but I'm so tired I can't even sleep
I been awake for so long I lost count of the sheep
When I think I smoke more and the cycle repeats
I'm weak and my throat's sore from trying to scream
And when I drink I grow horns that's the sign of the beast
When they be askin' how I'm doin' I'm lyin' to peeps
I ain't gon lie when I go home I just cry in the sheets
And pray to God that when I crash I don't die in my sleep
I may never live up to the man that I'm dyin' to be
I keep down this troubled path that I might have to leave
My mind's more violent then the shit you would find in the streets
I'm at my wit's end with who that I'm trying to be
Battle addiction, needing what I want but can't get it
This story stems from isolation in the pandemic
I'm goin' toe to toe with rappers that you worship and call Gods
And against all odds that man did
I swear I can't stand it
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
One day I'm amazing and the next day I just want it to end
Make it seem like I ain't phased when I run into friends
Hard to know if I'm better so I try to pretend
So, I just drink and smoke until I'm in bed with the spins
But I know they can't wait to see the day I gotta deal
Swallowing pride ain't as easy as swallowing pills
Demons in your life, man, everybody got 'em
If they try me Imma make it everybody problem
I always blame my parents for the man that I'm not
My father told me I'd be 30 and still pushing a mop
And if I was he'd disown me right there on the spot
But won't you look at him now? Calling me, giving me props
But next time that you try to call me, know now that that call fails
Did this on my own
You rappers telling tall tails
I'm trying to be the best
Number one and nothing less
I wanna take over the world
Your mission is just a small scale
I swear I can't stand it
This life has shot me down
Silver bullets of pain
No I can't take it
I can't take it away
Thanks to jonny for adding these lyrics.
Writer(s): Mason Davis
