"Forever Alone" lyrics

Lonely in my bed's where I lay
I still feel the worst in my brightest days
Before you judge me by mistakes
I'm so broken, I'm so broken now

Yeah
Sometimes I let my demons get inside my head
You tell me things I never knew
Sometimes I think they'd love me more if I was dead
I know it's hard to face the truth but I
I've been so damn alone, I'm at the border line
I try to hide the way I feel but I been showing signs
They spit me out like trash, they judge me by my past
So I guess we might as well make that the storyline
I think it's crazy how they judge they own blood
I think it's crazy you count 'em out just because
I think it's crazy all the pain that it does
I think it's crazy, it's the people you love
They be the first to cross the line with you
Now they switching sides on you
Said that they would die for you
But now you know they lied to you
It's not what it seems, don't know if it's real
Don't know how to feel
Maybe I'm dead, am I alive?
I don't understand, don't wanna get killed
But maybe I'm next, forever alone in my bed
Forever alone, locked inside my room
I'm forever alone in my head
And I'll never know how it feel
They can say they love you a million times
You'll never know if it's real, fuck

Lonely in my bed's where I lay
I still feel the worst in my brightest days
Before you judge me by mistakes
I'm so broken, I'm so broken now