"Deadened" lyrics

Caught up in a crossfire
Between myself and I
I was stuck there for hours
I couldn't decide
What I wanted to be
Who I wanted to kill
Searching for an awakening
Savoring a thrill

I swear, I can't feel anything
I swear, you won't feel anything
I swear, you won't feel anything
I swear, I can't feel anything

Hit me like a machine gun
Throw me round the room
Smack the taste outta my mouth
Beat me down to my tomb
Just the way that I wanted
Do it exactly my way
I don't have anybody
I don't have anything

I swear, I won't feel anything
I swear, you won't feel anything
I swear, I can't feel anything
I swear, we won't feel anything

I swear, I won't feel anything
I swear, we can't feel anything
I swear, I can't feel anything
I swear, we won't feel anything